your life is not your own? If you've ever felt that way...what did you do about it? Did you just live with it...or did you make some profound changes to gain some control of your life?
As the days go on...I feel like I'm not really living my authentic life...the one I really want to live. And, well, that's just a sucky feeling! I don't much like sucky feelings....not like I did when I was three and enjoyed sucking my thumb! Nah..I would prefer not to have the feeling.
I just feel paralyzed at times, as far as making changes so that I am happier with my life. I am a fundamentally optimistic person.....people that know me-know me know this about me. I always get the "Oh you're always so up!" "You're always so happy and fun" etc etc....and I don't TRY to be that way, it's just the way I am. Still...more and more lately I just feel a disconnect with my life the way it is right now.
If you've "been there, done that", I'd love to hear from you!